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Davey: Excerpt from Brush Meditation
Experimenting with Naturalness and Relaxation
Try a simple experiment. Tense your arm as much as
possible, and draw a circle rapidly in the air with
your index finger. Do it over and over. Next, try
relaxing your arm as much as possible, and draw the
same rapid circle. For most of us, it is much easier
to draw a quick, smooth, and dynamic circle in a state
of relaxation.
Many people comprehend this, but few seem able to
truly attain relaxation in activity. This is not
because relaxation is unnatural or exceptionally
complex. The dilemma stems from mistaken convictions
and faulty habits (such as painting with the shoulders
slightly lifted, which causes tense shoulders and
headaches, instead of relaxing and allowing the
shoulders to settle into their suitable spot naturally).
Many either consciously or unconsciously believe that
relaxation is comfortable but powerless. They think
that relaxation does not permit a person to display
noteworthy physical force. So, when they attempt to
produce a particularly dynamic-looking character,
they also frequently produce tension. This tension,
in turn, creates something that, to the discerning
eye, actually looks rough rather than dynamic. Some
individuals have even come to believe that when they
are relaxed they are not working seriously or giving
their all.
Once this impression becomes
part of your subconscious, it sways all of your conscious
responses. In a pinch, or during a stressful moment
while painting, you'll discover yourself unable to
relax although you wish to. As you consciously teach
yourself to relax and remain peaceful during troublesome
moments in painting, you'll also cultivate the capacity
to relax under pressure as a subconscious habit, which
will influence your everyday life.
Understand that both positive and negative kinds of
relaxation exist. For many of us, the difference between
the two is not crystal clear. Clearing up the distinction
between these two states has been spoken of in the Japanese
fine arts, as well as martial arts, since antiquity. The
Tengu-geijutsu-ron, composed in 1730, declares,
"Weakness and softness are not the same. Rest and
slackness again are not the same. Rest does not let go
the living ki; slackness is near to dead ki."
Positive relaxation suggests an energetic posture in
which the mind and body are one. When the mind and body
perform as a unit, we are in our most relaxed and serene
condition, but we are likewise filled with energy.
Negative relaxation is to relax without this structure
of coordination. It is a form of physical and mental
limpness, one that results in giving up vitality and
alertness. Positive relaxation is filled with energy but
does not contain unneeded tension.
In shodo, and in daily living, you want to grasp a
posture and demeanor that is not tense or flaccid-an
alive state that is poised between tension and limpness.
Relaxation and collapse are not the same, and each causes
opposite results in terms of mind-body oneness and the
free flow of ki. As an experiment, try to notice in your
daily life when you fall limp and when you grow tense.
What is your state of mind at these times? When do you
most often fall into these two conditions? By understanding
the nature of tension--and its opposite, limpness--you can
find the middle path of positive relaxation.
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